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sedih...
semalem aku sedih banget... gak ngerti juga kenapa kok tiba2 aku ngerasa begitu... i feel so lonely, sepiiii bangggeettt!!! sekitar jam 10-an malem, wnet dah sepi.. dah gak ada user lagi... edy tidur dr jam 8-an, hilman yg tdnya diwnet sama aku langsung ke belakang.. tiduran juga, jd aku diwnet sendirian.. drpd aku bengong, abis beres2in kursi + meja, matiin lampu sign diluar, tutup gorden, trus matiin kompie2... aku mainan solitaire. Cuma perasaanku tetap aja gak terhibur.. Sedih!!!

aku tuh ngerasa sendirian banget.. pdhal edy tuh cuma berjarak 2 meter aja dr tempat aku duduk... cuma dia yg lagi tidur diruang tamu, kecapean dia lom ada tidur dr malem. Gak lama diwnet, sekitar jam 11-an aku kebelakang, keruang tv juga, ngeliatin edy bobo.. keluarga yg lain pd diruang makan... nda lama edy kebangun, trus aku ikutan bobo-an disamping dia...
edy yg langsung nanya "kenapa?" Oops!!! dia tau klo aku ada pikiran... langsung aja aku ngomong klo aku sedih... ((menitikan air mata loh sayah)) =P~ hehehehe *maluw*.. edy yg lgs ngelus2 kepalaku gitu... "kok sedih?" aku bilang "aku sendirian..." ((manja bgt gak sih?? gak kan??)) =P~ edy yg lgs ketawa gitu... sambil ngomong "apa yank... org cuma jarak 2 meter aja loh" aku "tp kan chayank bobo.. nda ngomong! aku takut nya ntar chayank nda bangun2.. trus nda ada yg mo anterin aku pulang" ((sambil ngelap2 mata)) =P~

jadi ya gitu deh.. aku sendiri heran, cuma begitu aja aku bisa sedih banget.. asli loh itu beneran sedih, masa sih pengaruh sensitifitas wanita klo lg datang si"M"?? prasaan aku gak pernah deh sampe sensitif gitu klo ada si"M"... hihihi..
ya sutralah!!

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nuv - older sista
wein - lil' sista
fajar - wein's bf
mila - highschools friend
deyna - mila's bf
tariosh - nexia's friend
mba` iin - familie dyka
gallery - lots of memories
friendster - my fs link
myshoutbox - shoutbox
photobucket - images uploader
zspc - super color chart
haloscan - commenting system

last election
atittt peyuuttt... =(
luv it...
New Skin...
akhirnya...
Seserahan / Jujuran
Today I Relize...
azfa's auntys & uncles
azfa with parents & birthday cake... =)
new pictures taken on august 18, 04

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